April Tears (written ~2011. Posted 2022-04-08)
The month of crying,
when the spirit is dying.
The time for sorrow,
when you wish for no tomorrow.
The days of pain,
when you cry with the rain.
A time when it's bitter,
for every drop of rain because of litter.
When because of a broken heart,
happiness and soul remain apart.
When the days are filled with storm,
the days when grief becomes the norm.
Darkness drowns a once-cherished name,
constantly hailing down shame.
Although for many April showers,
bring may flowers,
for some April tears,
bring our fears.
Making a heart torn,
as the old name is left forlorn.
~~
Actually written over a decade ago, actually posted April 8, 2022, buried under another date because there is already too much sad under recent posts.
I was trying to get better enough by March to stop the worst case scenarios. If what I was trying wasn't working I was going to take medication to do it.
But February. And she seemed to be doing so much better. Why didn't she let me try?
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