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Skyglow and faith

There are some nights when for whatever reason we can't see the stars from where we are, but that doesn't make us doubt whether or...

Tuesday, 31 January 2023

More riptide lofi release announced today,drinking coconut water to

This takes me to a place where we're all here again.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cj8LsQTvp2A/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Pop goes ambient (Vancouver Sleep Clinic) Riptide Lofi

Monday, 30 January 2023

Riptide lofi (not my own)

Vance Joy - Riptide (Alphasvara Lo-Fi Remix)

 https://youtu.be/3KMbl3u0SoY

I remember when I could be all the details of myself with you.


Thursday, 26 January 2023

A commentary on AI art arguments from a traditional artist

I think that anti-AI artists need to stop making such reactive, emotional arguments, and that the AI-defenders need to stop comparing apples to oranges.

They keep comparing AI programs explicitly made to rip off one single artist's style to a person being influenced after looking at art. I think there is a good pro-AI argument somewhere but equating these two things are not it.

It is more like one artist deciding to make a career off of copying one other artist's style. 

We don't need to dance around this issue with false equivalencies. I also find most of the pro-AI side to generally lack empathy, which disgusts me. (And that's not my argument, just a statement).

But at the same time, there is a difference between being a criminal and just an arsehole and I don't think the anti-AI people have a legal leg to stand on. As much as in my heart I believe we owe artists' feelings consideration, I don't think that there is nothing we can realistically do about it without causing more problems than we are solving, as it could pave the way to infringe on others' rights to a greater degree.

Personally I believe it is in artists' best interests to focus on adapting instead of fighting. If they can ride the wave they could even stand to benefit from the rise of art generated by artificial intelligence, and that if it could be seen as a tool for artists instead of a separate competitor that in tandem with creative human beings it could also create some wonderful things. 

As a mainly traditional artist I remember worrying about left behind when digital art became the new standard. But aside from its initial big boom, it didn't end up being as bad as I thought. To my surprise people still like my unpredictable watercolours and scratchy sketches, and I feel like there is an extra layer of admiration people have knowing it was done without an undo button. 

To my surprise, people value my art for my process. And maybe that surprised me so much because I didn't value my own efforts enough; I focused too much on products. As it turned out, the very human act of me scraping materials on paper is apparently a story that in my fears is something I had become guilty of devaluing, but I am now grateful to audiences for keeping alive and well.

So digital artists especially, I don't think you will be replaced. In fact, I feel like AI art gives you the title of "leader". For the record, I disagree with the practice of modeling algorithms that target any living, individual artist's style when they have explicitly expressed their disagreement with it. Just like respecting authors who say they do not want fanfiction of their work made, no matter how much I might wish they felt differently I believe in respecting their feelings. However, I think that the more gracefully, or at least diplomatically, artists handle this transition the sooner some sort of meaningful, and impactful etiquette will be established, and one that does in face impact business.

Saturday, 21 January 2023

Missing Luna too much.

Wearing white was my way of celebrating she was with me in my life.

I haven't been able to look at the moon since.

Or eat popcorn. That was her favourite. I just ate one kernel for her. She loved food 

I don't know what to do without her. It's like without her I'm not me.

I miss talking to her. Our special ways of communicating with eachother, saying so much with just a look.

I miss giving her popcorn and belly rubs and taking her for walks, and cuddling.

I always cuddled her so much knowing that someday I won't be able to anymore. Now it's here and I hate it.

I know she is with the Creator, safe in his memory. But I miss her too much.

 I am not a moderate person

I cry not every day not just once in a while, my room isn't just a little emssy it's a disaster, and when I remember bagels exist I don't just go out to a cafe to eat it I immediately go to the nearest store and buy a whole bag, cream cheese, and make it my new lunch of choice.

But I also go the extra mile

I talk to strangers who seem like they need help but don't ask, much too much for my own good

I have too many sponsorships and

If someone says they are cold I tell them they can use the extra scarf I brought, just in case

Published Dec 27, 2024

Thursday, 12 January 2023

Canada's Can on Single-Use Plastics In Effect

"Starting on December 20, 2022, with the prohibition on the import and manufacture of single-use plastic checkout bags, cutlery, foodservice ware made from problematic plastics, stir sticks, and straws; the prohibition on the sale of these items will come into force in December 2023"

- Government of Canada, December 17, 2022

Wednesday, 11 January 2023

Why is my life so life and death

 Life is a horror movie where everyone dies

My OCD has begun to search for a new hostage. It doesn't like the way it has been silenced; and for once, neither do I.