I love you all but I keep you at an arm's length 

(Because I am tired of getting hurt)

There is a type of loneliness that has been haunting me even around those I love the most

(And it terrifies me)

Like they are just not like me

(Those who are like me I cannot make stay)

((And it makes me worry that it means I don't love you as much as I think I do)) 

Or perhaps,

It is just because I am not letting you in.