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There are some nights when for whatever reason we can't see the stars from where we are, but that doesn't make us doubt whether or...

Wednesday, 31 December 2025

"NF- impersonators", ESFPs, Idealists, feat. My Dear InFin.

(My Dear Friend), I remember when you and I noticed that we both kept mistyping ENFPs as some NF. (It was a recurring pen, including with guys both you and I liked). Those were such good days, having those talks with you have been some of the best moments of my life.

     We coined the term "NF- impersonator" to refer to them because of how authentically they just throw themselves into being on the wavelength of the person they're talking with, combined with their incredible laser accurate emotional reading skills. Reading emotions though not necessarily why accurately, and the vibe of a room. (Finishing each others' sentences as we discuss this).

      I miss you so much, and I I can't wait to tell you about the one (I think) in my life right now πŸ˜…πŸ˜‚

Tuesday, 30 December 2025

Emoji scene - waves and boat and fish and sea

                 πŸŒ€️

        ☁️ ☁️. ☁️ 

☁️. ☁️ 





🌊 🌊 🌊 ⛵ 🌊 🌊 


  🐠🐟

                   πŸ‘

        🐠 🐟 🐟      

  πŸͺΈπŸŒΏ. πŸ™πŸš πŸŒΏπŸ¦€

Tuesday, 23 December 2025

Random stuff from today - crispy tofu, rainbow trout and asparagus, my creativity type (as per the link in Raquel Olsson's bio)

Food lesson: not even mixing it with cooking oil but using only margarine in medium firm fresh tofu cubes when pan frying it makes it even more crispy on the outside the way we like it.

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Pics used or taken today:


(My old story recipe pic of it)





(I didn't eat the rainbow trout, of course). 


Monday, 22 December 2025

Note to self: adding big cut onions to steamed veggies (flat cabbage, carrots, celery, onions) makes it taste way better.

Even with the most boring seasoning of salt and black pepper, it tastes very different.


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Bonus: Italian bread + olive oil/vinegar/crushed garlic/black pepper/but of salt dip.


Sunday, 21 December 2025

I am not a doom scroller, I am a doom-repeat-the-same-video-on-loop-for-an-hour-er. I do spend too much time attached to social media, just differently. I don't want to watch a million short videos, I want to watch one short video a million times.

Tuesday, 16 December 2025

Watching Knives Out 3 and Jud reminds me of the guy from Ratatouille every five seconds. And we just got the part when he gives his little determined schpeil in the prayer room and I am now about to see if it literally is the voice actor.

(Update - it's not him, but still can't unsee it lol)

hemorrhoids

I think the jump in hemorrhoids will be because using the bathroom is one of rare times anyone feels free anymore.

Similar to revenge procrastination when people go to bed, I think it happens on the toilet to lots of people too.

The implicitcy of nature's call is like a psychological protection from demands and/or expectations that overwhelm us.

Sunday, 14 December 2025

Do you ever pretend to be dead hoping that if you do it well enough it will be true? As in fake it til you make it, but in a very not making it kind of way.

Saturday, 13 December 2025

Cute moment with grandma and my parents today

 In today's everyday collage there is a picture of Grandma in a long gray fuzzy robe bending down to put something in mom's purse before her and dad go to the Uber to the airport.

      "It's just a message..." Grandma claims.

       It's paper folded up and stapled at the sides πŸ˜‚ 

      My mom calls it out, my grandma says "oh I didn't have an envelope."

      And my mom goes, "yes, so you stapled it closed so I don't open it now and give it back!"

      "It's just a message...:)"

      The lore of grandma, generous without end.

I think I am going to start playing guitar again

When there was no shame in asking why

When we looked for pictures in the sky

And when the rain fell down (falls down) as the storm raged on

But when the storm rages on

(Wear your weather on the inside)

But when our time runs out

What is left of us but dust

Unless the wind picks up our memory

Oh please remember me.

So if you find yourself all alone and you've forgotten who you are

Please don't worry just listen to the wind and remember the feeling.


Oh please remember me in the jointed breeze its composed melodies past the decomposition of (our) humanity


So listen to the breeze sing it's melodies feel the harmonies

And over here I'll still be on my knees praying that you remember (remember me) when you find and climb your tree.


I do pray that you climb a tree

Find where the wind recollects

(Over mountains that we climb)

And whisper stories back of you and I

To be remembered in the breeze



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When the sun fades out

And the sky runs dry

But the wind still sighs every time that it passes by


When the lights fade down

And your eyes've run dry

You'll remember the feeling and wish you never passed it by


When the lights they burn

But but birds never learn

How to sing (love) and never cry

Not wait for warmer winds to sigh


If twilight falls

But you can't recall

Just get the feeling from old-aged air

that's all that you need there


(when there's no more time to cry

it's still time for it to die

We've still all but forgotten how to leave and let it lie/what it means to let it lie)


When the truth still burns

You can't leave it lie,

Oh You have all but forgotten

But it's still time to let it/for it to die/

But it is still time to die



(But it's still time (for it) to die

Yet it's all but forgotten you can't

Leave and let it die)


Let the next sunrise(Sky)

Kiss those tears so they dry

The wind still only knows one way on/The air may be still you (still) might sigh 

Because/But still all we have is time.





Tuesday, 9 December 2025

 I'm not a fan of the usual social dynamics of a small town, but I do like the one on one with strangers better. People are more relaxed, and genuinely connecting.

It's a wonderful feeling to reconnect with loved ones (human, animal, Spirit), nature, and oneself.

Sunday, 7 December 2025

If I end up with a leaky bladder when I am older, do not pity me. For it is simply because my conversations with loved ones are so good I habitually cannot tear myself away even to pee for very long periods of time πŸ˜‚

Tuesday, 2 December 2025

About Ambition

 https://www.instagram.com/reel/DIJ9JnEgmlZ/?igsh=ZnBnc3l6bHVqZTBn

"...Ambition kills happiness."






I agree with this. Ambition often comes from a good place, but it is indeed the opposite of contentment. We should not be content about everything; there are many terrible things in this world nobody should really be "okay" with. But it is critical to remain balanced about, because the less limited our ambition, the more limited our contentment.

Monday, 1 December 2025

Why if you have OCD it feels like you will always think your decision is wrong

https://youtu.be/EtKUFIpEIts?si=hU55jVrqYbU_1NNw


Perhaps then in people with OCD, sometimes it is not only decision anxiety, but decision damnation. 

This explains why when a person with OCD makes a decision it can seem like there is no true "right answer" true to them that you could possibly help guide them to. As no matter what decision they make, in the end they will always feel that it's wrong. 

Green tea with milk: my "I told you so" moment to the whole world

I have been drinking green tea with milk since I was a teenager.

Green tea + plenty of 2% cow's milk. I was okay with straight up green tea but had to be in the mood. This way milk softens the taste, and levels up the flavour in my opinion.

No matcha latte business yet back then.

I have been met with much resistance, but it's my thing 🍡 

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Most people I can convince to try it do like it, though. Sometimes with honey or sugar, sometimes without. (Honey tastes best with this combination, in my opinion.)