The fear of being asked what I want is coupled with the desire to just be asked, so I can answer.

The answer being, there are two desires that compete for first place in my heart:

I want you to be happy forever. And,

I want you forever.

So ultimately I am faced with the age-old question, is love wanting someone or wanting them to be happy?

I think the answer is I want to be the one who makes you happy.