2015

You left me alone with our memories and dreams, and now I am left chasing that feeling.

Waiting for forever to start again.

At least I have a worldwide family to dream with me.

You were all autheticity and a tad self-righteous at your worst. Yet at the same time, with lots of love for everyone but yourself.

You always thought people thought badly of you, but behind your back people only ever spoke so well of you. And we still do.

We always will.

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I am reading the Bible daily again, chasing that feeling I once had, that we once shared. The feeling of universal and forever.

If you were here, I'd bet you would be doing the same thing because whether we talked about it or not, we're always doing the same thing, always in sync.

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https://www.instagram.com/reel/DGZN_dHvyn-/?igsh=dmVxcWJia3Fna2I3

It's almost like I felt someone say your name.

Around the same time I started writing this, turns out shortly before someone liked the comment I tagged you in on this video. Because her sweater is like yours. 

It brought my back to our golden years and brought me to tears, resurfaced my hopes and all of my fears.

And the funniest part? Just like before, it's another scammer who liked it 😂