From this:
I'm so tired of this life, crying in laundry rooms. Please just let me die.
...
To this:
Idk why but Billie Eilish's song TV is in my head now. I don't usually listen to her, but for some reason this feels comforting right now.
Maybe I'm just overwhelmed and need space. Space from others, and particularly space from disappointment that I don't feel loved and like everything is fixed overnight like that...
Maybe I can pray again, now.
...
To eventually this:
(my TMJ has my jaw stuck open one side since Friday night)
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